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Post by »Dangle The Deviant on Dec 9, 2010 14:37:29 GMT -5
Dangle entered the graveyard. His paws lightly touched the ground , leaving perfect impressions behind. His tail waved behind him as he moved. He had asked Morgra to come to speak to him. He had sensed that something was wrong and was bothering her. So he had asked her if she would mind speaking to him after the pack meeting.
Dangle found an old grave stone and planted his rump down on the cool ground. He sat there waiting for her.
Dangle knew that going forward certain pack members would make sure they thought before they spoke. The rest he had nothing to worry about they were good. His lower jaw dropped, salmon pink tongue lolling out and resting over his bottom two canines. The cool summer weather had come in, but strangely this year it wasn't that hot like it was last year.
he was grateful. He didn't do well in the hot summer anyway. A faint mist snaked around the foot of the gravestones. His tail was curled up against his back legs twitching on occasion. His ice blue eyes wandered around, watching for Morgra's ebony form to come into play. He hoped she was ok but something deep was troubling her. If Dangle could help her, he would
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Post by Wolfeh on Dec 9, 2010 15:05:08 GMT -5
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An ebony figure appeared at the graveyard. This was her favorite place to be though no one could see that with the look on her face. Her ears sagged. Her eyes locked on nothingness. Making her appear blind though she knew where everything was so she never stumbled. Her bottom jaw opened for her tongue to roll out. As she panted she weaved through grave stones. Her face was serious. As was it most of the time. Though this time there was sadness showing. No matter how hard she tried she couldn’t removed her sadness from her scared face. That was my ebony figure that glided across the ground. The name is Morgra and why am I here?
After the pack meeting Dangle himself asked to speak with me. All my thoughts came crashing down. Though I showed nothing of my shock I couldn’t believe he wanted to talk to me about. Something made me a bit relieved. Perhaps he wanted to tell me something along the side of a mission. Something though told me it wasn’t that. I shivered at the thought of getting punished. Why would he punish in private though? I couldn’t come up with why he wanted to talk to me alone. I hopefully wouldn’t be asked about where Tango went. A frantic look came across my eyes. Would I be punished for that? Quite possible. I don’t think he would do it in private. Then again I am still new to and alpha like Dangle. His ways were so different than the ways I grew up with. Then again I was only 9 months old when I left my old pack. That’s when I truly became a killer. My first victim was my mother. I killed her out of anger because she didn’t stick up for her own daughter. Though she was the only one who knew I was a half breed in the pack.
My father lived the life of a pet and impregnated my mother during the breeding season. She fell in love with him because he was as strong looking dog. I got my sleekness from him though. His Dutch shepherd lineage. My mother way a wolf, causing me to be a half breed. I glared at the thought of my mother and father courting. Nasty, then again wasn’t that what I did for so long? Am I really nothing but a whore? Maybe, maybe not. Whatever it was I didn’t care. It wasn’t like I was going to have a bunch of pups or any at all. I growled softly at the bitterness I felt.
I still didn’t know why Dangle wanted to speak with me. With a sigh I focused on his German shepherd body and padded toward it. I weaved through the last two grave stones before coming in front of him. I pushed my rump to the ground and looked up at him. You asked to speak with me? I asked removing the growl I normally held in my voice. A growl in my voice might anger the alpha and I didn’t like angering him much less Nova. They were kind enough to welcome me into the pack giving me a home and something to belong to after I found myself lost in the packs boundaries. Still something made me look away from his blue eyes. I couldn’t handle myself much longer. I was going mad and I knew it. Perhaps Dangle himself knew I was going crazy. No I wasn’t going crazy I was going psycho. It was getting worse every day. Sad, sad, sad.
Walking, Talking thinking
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Post by »Dangle The Deviant on Dec 9, 2010 17:11:37 GMT -5
Dangle spied Morgra approaching. She seemed a little nervous about the meeting so he grinned at her to show her that it was nothing serious which he needed to talk to her about that she could relax.
"Relax Morgra Im' not going to punish you this has nothing to do with pack issues." he exhaled loudly and gestured to the empty spot next to him with his forepaw, indicating for her to sit down. "I sense you are troubled. What is the problem?" he asked her softly, moving his blue eyes onto hers.
Both ears were turned to her, waiting for her response. He was good at detecting when someone was having a problem, or was depressed. Now that he thought about it, Morgra seemed depressed. He watched her anxiously, waiting for her to speak.
"Is there something going on that I should know about? or perhaps I could help with? You can trust me" Dangle said to her warmly gently leaning forward. He knew Morgra would never dare defy him or cause a problem. Which was why down the road he was going to make her head of the Military. He hoped she would enjoy that very much much. He remained waiting patiently.
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Post by Wolfeh on Dec 9, 2010 17:57:17 GMT -5
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He smiled at me, a reassuring gesture for me. Though it was a little weird coming from an alpha. I didn't let it bother me though. I knew he was staying with Nova. Out of the pack members that where girls I was the only one who didn't try to get his attention in anyway. I didn't like him that way.
Relax Morgra I'm' not going to punish you this has nothing to do with pack issues, he exhaled loudly and gestured to the empty spot next to him with his fore paw, indicating for me to sit down. I let out a sigh of relief as I got up and padded to sit next to him. I sense you are troubled. What is the problem? he asked her softly, moving his blue eyes onto mine. My ears pinned against my skull as my shoulders dropped. Showing my inner feelings at last. "Is there something going on that I should know about? or perhaps I could help with? You can trust me, Dangle said to me warmly, gently leaning forward. I sighed softly trying everything I could to control myself. Not from fury but from sadness. I never expected to be asked that question. Perhaps Dangle wanted to know why I was becoming more and more depressed and pshyco. I inhaled deeply before I began.
"I know I can trust you Dangle. That's why I joined your pack instead of the others. Its just...I...I don't think I could ever have cubs of my own. I have tried all my life to get some. As a young one I was a whore. I tried everything I could to have pups. I wanted to feel what it was like to give birth, to have suckling pups, to have a little family for myself. My grandfather would always taunt me that I would never have pups. Perhaps that is why I am the way I am," I said softly as the tears began to roll down my scarred face. "Dangle, I'm going mad. I can't think straight all I hear are dark whispers, all I see are nightmares. I don't know what to do. There is nothing worse in my life than knowing I am barren. What male would want to be a mate to a barren she-wolf? Of course they all try to woo me into their clutches but its hard knowing all your doing is having sex with out conceiving at all. Sure I go into heat but all females go into heat. I...I just don't know what to do. Every time I see a couple who love each other I feel bitter and jealous. I am just a empty barren she-wolf who can only wistfully look at others as they have families and all I have is myself. Do you have any idea what its like?" I asked sniffing. Showing my emotions wasn't normal for me but I thought it might help Dangle understand what I was going through.
I thought back to him and Nova sitting there together on that car. Knowing deep inside me I would never know the feeling of love. I lifted my head slightly to look into Dangle's deep blue eyes. I felt a little reassured. Though the pang of loneliness swept over my body. I shook my head sadly and looked away from Dangle's eyes. Am I really good for nothing? I would never know anything with love, tenderness, or pups.
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Post by »Dangle The Deviant on Dec 9, 2010 18:07:14 GMT -5
Dangle listened to her intently and waited till she was done before he spoke to her again.
"Are you sure you're barren? Maybe you just haven't met the right male for the job" he said seriously gazing at her. When she started to cry, Dangle's heart wrenched.
"You've got me and Nova here for support and the pack. We can try something. Would you permit me to try and give you pups? Or you can have one of Nova and I's as a son or daughter. You can choose." Dangle asked her softly.
If she did permit him to try, it would solely be to help her have pups and nothing more. He cared about Morgra very much but of course not like he loved Nova. He considered Morgra a very good friend. But if he was able to give her pups, that would be the best thing in the world. He wanted her to be happy.
"It's entirely up to you of course. Nova would understand if you decide to go that route of course. If not you're more than welcomed to have one of our pups to raise on our own. Sort of like an 'adoption'"" Dangle said to her softl and waited to see what she would say
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Post by Wolfeh on Dec 9, 2010 19:05:57 GMT -5
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I shuffled my paws as he started talking. Are you sure you're barren? Maybe you just haven't met the right male for the job, he said seriously gazing at me. I tipped my head as his lyrics hit my ears. Unsure of what he was telling me. "I've tried with every male I could. Suppose Mother Nature just hates me," I said bitterly shaking my head. Nothing in the world could have prepared me for what he was about to say.
You've got me and Nova here for support and the pack. We can try something. Would you permit me to try and give you pups? Or you can have one of Nova and I's as a son or daughter. You can choose. Dangle asked me softly. I gasped I was shocked. He would really do that for an old shewolf like me? Though it considered it deeply. Well if I did permit him to do it then maybe I'll have pups. Then again if I take one of Nova's pups I would nuture it. I would rather have my own pups than take another canines, I thought deciding what I was planning on doing. I opened my mouth to say my decision, "You would really do that for me?" I asked still recovering from shock.
After a few more moments I smiled. "If your sure Nova would understand then I would like for you to try," I told him softly. I knew he was in love with Nova but for him to help me out like that made me a little bit happier. I felt better now that I confided in my alpha.
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Post by »Dangle The Deviant on Dec 9, 2010 19:10:03 GMT -5
Dangle nodded.
"Of course! I would do anything for my pack" he said to her softly as he pulled himself up onto all fours and stretched lazily. He gently nuzzled her.
"Come on let's go get started. I promise to be gentle" Dangle said softly as he took a few steps forward before stopping and turning to gaze back at Morgra. He smiled at her and waited. "We can go to the Church. It's fairly quiet there and secluded. No one will bother us there at all" he said brightly as he looked at her. Perhaps this would be her lucky day.
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Post by Wolfeh on Dec 9, 2010 21:31:50 GMT -5
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--FEW HOURS LATER--
Dangle led me away from the Church. We just shared about three hours together. What a joy it was too. I didn't expect one could feel such a thing. Perhaps its because he had experience. Whatever it was I was happy. I knew I conceived this time. Out of 6 years of trying I finally knew I was going to have some. The only thing that caused me to be nervous was how Nova was going to react.
I suddenly looked young and in my prime since all my weight had been lifted. Though it didn't change my state of mind it just removed a piece. I was going to know the joy of birth and peregrination. Even the joy of watching them grow up and becoming prime members of the pack. I lifted my tail slightly I was happier than I have been in the past 6 years. I followed Dangle happily a new bounce in my step. I suddenly felt heavier in my womb though. That was when I knew for sure I was pregnant. An most would never have pups with the alpha of the pack accept Nova. I knew that no other pack member would know this feeling of joy that came from the alpha.
I was different than I had been a few hours ago. My depression lifted but I was still mad in my mind. My eyes shone in the light and my ears pricked with happiness. I couldn't contain myself. I knew how Nova felt now though I didn't love Dangle the way she did. I loved him as a best friend not a mate. I sighed happily still following Dangle.
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Post by »Dangle The Deviant on Dec 9, 2010 21:54:05 GMT -5
Dangle happily trotted along side Morgra. He could see that her whole demeanor changed and she was much happier than she was several hours ago. he also sensed that she was in deed pregnant now. He was glad. She deserved to be happy. Dangle turned to her.
"I'm glad you are happy now. You deserve to have pups of your own. They will become epic members of this pack when they grow older" he beamed at her brightly.
He gently nuzzled her out of affection.
"I was serious if you want to be pleasured again for fun" he winked at her coyly. It was basically like friends with benefits. He would pleasure her whenever she wanted it. He smiled as they stopped just outside the graveyard. He stretched, lowering the front half of his body into a bow, hindquarters raised to the sky. he turned ot Morgra.
"How do you feel now Morgra?" he asked her softly watching her anxiously. Both ears were turned toward her, waiting for her to respond. He knew that she must be going through all kinds of emotions right now. Fear, happiness, anxiety and more. So he would be there if she needed it.
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Post by Wolfeh on Dec 9, 2010 22:46:07 GMT -5
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My body shuddered as I remembered what we did hours ago. I'm glad you are happy now. You deserve to have pups of your own. They will become epic members of this pack when they grow older he beamed at me brightly. He gently nuzzled her out of affection. I licked his shoulder with respected. Knowing every ounce of me wouldn't be this happy if I hadn't told Dangle what bothered me so.
I knew he felt the same way I did just not the way he felt about Nova. I was aware of that I didn't mind though. It felt we were friends with benefits and good ones at that too. Well we were friends with benefits. "I was serious if you want to be pleasured again for fun, he winked at her coyly. I smiled at him coyly as well. "How does tomorrow sound? Seriously I could do that everyday." I said pressing my pelt against his. I nipped his shoulder playfully not out of disrespect but out of pure silliness. I had never wanted to play so badly than I did now.
Suddenly wondering how Dangle might think that was I sat down. While my front legs kept my black chest erect. I thought again of being pleasured with Dangle inside me. Oh how he knew how to please. I smiled at him. A hint of joy filtered through my eyes. I dropped my head and my mad thoughts messed with my head. I growled and shook my head to clear them. I looked back at Dangle with emotionless eyes. My old habits coming back into play.
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Post by »Dangle The Deviant on Dec 9, 2010 22:58:13 GMT -5
Dangle grinned when she suggested tomorrow. He winked at her.
"Why wait till tomorrow? We can do it again now" Dangle said smirking at her as she licked his shoulder affectionately, then lightly nipped at it. "Would you like to do it again?"
He already could feel his privates tingling and throbbing. He wanted to wait to see what Morgra would want before he would take her back to the church to mate her again. She was already pregnant, but sometimes being pregnant made females less aroused , but some made them even more aroused easily. He wouldn't mind pleasuring her again even though they had just done it a few hrs ago.
Still if Morgra wanted it again, he would oblige to it. His ice blue eyes studied her curiously, waiting for her to respond again. Both ears were turned to her. he himself enjoyed pleasuring a wolf. It was unique and wonderful but not the same as Nova. Nova was understanding and thats why dangle was in love with her. Morgra needed someone to make her feel wanted and loved, and Dangle would oblige her for that. He grinned at her wickedly and waited
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